…Unexpected metab day? Lmfao I’m seriously done. I’m tired of hating my body, I’m tired of worrying what other people think of me, I’m tired of restricting, I’m tired of food just being numbers, I’m tired of going to bed hungry and not being able to get a wink of sleep. So here I am, midnight, absolutely ravenous from skipping meals and refusing to keep my food down. I’m too exhausted to even purge, I’m sore and tired and I just can’t take it anymore. Future me is going to hate me. 😭